literature

9. Cut

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Literature Text

Please stop.
Those scars on your arms,
I hate them.
They reflect so much pain.
I love you.
You're not alone.
Please.
Heal.
I want to do it
But I'm too scared,
Too paranoid.
Does that make me worse
Than just being able to do it?
Is my anxiety too much?
I can't feel much.
That's why my fingers and lips
Always bleed,
Always hurt,
But there's no scars.
Am I a fake?
Please.
Get better.
Please.
So I can stop
Feeling guilty.
Please.
So that I can stop
Wanting to do it myself.
Please.
Stop hurting yourself.
It reminds me of
Everything bad.
It hurts me.
Please...
ack, kinda confusing >.< i tried to compare what i do to myself to what my friend does. didnt turn out too well. sigh...
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BladeNeo123's avatar
This is a great poem. I was a cutter and people always wanted me to stop. I stopped but sometimes I really just want to start all over again with the cutting but is I look at the scars on my arms it reminds me of all the stuff I want to forget.